Sometimes I Stumble

I've been overweight for as long as I know but I need had the desire to wanto to lose weight until about 2 years ago because I found myself unable to walk a far distance without being able to breath so I started my journey with much success I lost 38lbs. Then emotional eating came into play and I gained it all back and been trying to figure it out ever since. My motivation is gone, even though I know I want to lose the weight I just can't. I've decided to get consultation for weight loss surgery to see if that's the route I wanna go.