Feeling UnPretty

Not everyday your going to feel amazing, beautiful, desired, or sexy so some days you look to that of a loved one to give you that extra boost of confidence. A compliment here, a genuine hug there, encouraging words, a sensual stare something. Some days these things don't take place, and that's ok but then you start to notice the pattern, now your questioning yourself: Is it me? Is it my weight, my hair, my clothes? The paranoia is real!!!! Then you have these random moments of being sad just thinking of how things are different, and you have no idea how to make it better..... I guess this is marriage!!!